To The Crush Who Could Never Be Mine - a podcast by Maheen Jain

To the crush who can never be mine,

It all started when I could get the first glimpse of yours in the freshers party. The moment my eyes got stuck on you I was freezed for few seconds just like the ice.

You were the only reason for my attendance in the class all the days. I purposely always sat in the right corner of the class so that I can just stare at you always. I was too happy to talk to you too until I got to know that you are already committed.

You know how they say, that a fairytale can never be lived but sure imagined. Every time you murmured a song anyday, I happened to listen to it on loop for months. You, stumbled. I fell. You cried, I broke down. You smiled, I blushed around like a kid. You fought with me, I cursed myself for weeks. You were my beauty, I happened to be your beast,

So, today when I see you with the one you love, with the one you share your life, it feels bitter . Have you ever thought if we ended up together and you had a crush on me too,how would our lives be? My friends say, you're out of reach, like a little toddler extends his hands towards the moon, but never gets it.
Maybe, that's what I'll believe in. That you're my moon. Flawed, yet Flawless.

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