Remembering my Mom - a podcast by Jospeh Cocozza: PADI MSDT

Remembering my Mom Current mood: melancholy Category:
May 6, 2008, marks the 2nd anniversary of my Mother (Mary E Kurland) death. When she died at 3 AM, I was in North Carolina driving up I95. I wanted to say good-bye, one last time but I did not make it.Yesterday, my kids, and me visited her gravesite. My daughter left an origami crane with a message to her "Grandma Mary". We all cried and hugged. My son asked me "What happened when we die?" I said, "I don't know, I don't know." Alone at the marker, I said my goodbyes to my Mom, it is time to move on, to live in the moment. Her grandchildren are growing up so fast and its time for to let go of the pain. Only now, can I remember her and not cry but smile and be glad for all that she gave me.Good by Mom, I love you so much. I will always remember you.Joseph
 
Beloved words and music by VNV Nation
it's colder than before the seasons took all they had come for now winter dances here it seems so fitting don't you think? to dress the ground in white and grey it's so quiet I can hear my thoughts touching every second that I spent waiting for you circumstances afford me no second chance to tell you how much I've missed you my beloved do you know when the warm wind comes again another year will start to pass and please don't ask me why I'm here something deeper brought me than a need to remember we were once young and blessed with wings no heights could keeps us from their reach no sacred place we did not soar still greater things burned within us I don't regret the choices that I've made I know you feel the same my beloved do you know how many times I stared at clouds thinking that I saw you there these are feelings that do not pass so easily I can't forget what we claimed was ours moments lost though time remains I am so proud of what we were no pain remains, no feeling eternity awaits grant me wings that I might fly my restless soul is longing no pain remains, no feeling eternity awaits

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