Podcasts by Zenbitchslap Talks
Recent Talks by Paul H. Website: zenbitchslap.com
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Podcast on the topic Buddhismus
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August 4th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-04-20T09:57:01.081968
Selfing is pre-existing driver of addiction, and has migrated into recovery
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August 4th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-03-07T12:55:56.131314
Selfing is pre-existing driver of addiction, and has migrated into recovery
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August 4th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.890690
Selfing is pre-existing driver of addiction, and has migrated into recovery
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August 5th 2020 - Nonduality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.889889
On Ramana's book "Erase The Ego"
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August 6th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.888964
The bondage of (identification as a) self continues to seek freedom as/for a self, if mis-identification isn't unveiled
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August 8th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.888214
Technical difficuties! (the zoom squares don't manage themselves, neither does self)
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August 11th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.887469
To have a funda*mental*ist view is myopic
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August 12th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.886429
When old selfing story not renewed, dark protests can arise
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August 13th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.885586
Good, bad, and their subject/object "pre" dualism is selfing
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August 15th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.884797
Honoring the traveling lighter
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August 18th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.883657
12 Steps Reflections, Steps 8 and 9 and the uncovering of willingness AS the steps
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August 19th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.882573
The Message Lands, but Expectations are Elsewhere
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August 20th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.881748
Meaning is given to thoughts,feelings
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August 22th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.880950
Assumed me may be whats in way by asking questions
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August 25th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.880159
Accountabilty Versus Response-abiltiy
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August 27th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.878350
Steps are Sound but Application is Unique
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September 1st 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.876772
self-reliance Fails Because It's Addiction to Identifying As self
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September 3rd 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.874324
Principles Before Circumstances, Not For Person/Problem
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September 5th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.869090
Selfing isn't deceptive, Only Glitch is Presupposing a Noun-self
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September 9th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.868080
Truth Isn't What Says to Look for Truth
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September 10th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.866785
"We Stopped Fighting Anything" is an Effect
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September 8th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.865709
Misidentified Light Confuses Sunrises and Headlights
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September 12th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.864680
Shares About Traveling Lighter
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September 15th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.863641
the Light increases Now as it diminishes in time stories
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September 16th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.862287
spasms of identification are within Relief, not fear
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September 17th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.861207
Mental Obsess over Body self IS other SubAddictions
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September 19th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.860198
knowing the problem from the problem, is in The (not)Problem
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September 22nd 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.858886
Attention Gets Pointed to What We're Growing into, Instead of Out of of
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September 23rd 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.857769
Knowing For Each Other That We Are IT, AS IT
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September 24th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.855927
The Underlying Solvent That AA Solution Points To
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September 26th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.849958
"Free Sample" is a time story, about Now is always Free
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September 29th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.848945
Knowledge Avails Not While It Feeds the self concept
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September 30th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.847913
The Crowning Of me By Circular Time Orbit of Attention
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October 1st 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.846474
Theme of Selfing is The-me, Not The Particulars It (ab)Uses
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October 3rd 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.845336
"me" Examples Are Only of One "self Can't Get Out of self"
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October 6th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.844151
What-We-Are makes kinder paths in selves, not path to It/Us/Now
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October 7th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.842594
Selfing is fast because belief makes time as part of it
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October 8th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.841416
Higer Power of ITS Understanding ... of Form, NOT of Itself
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October 10th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.840335
me Draws The Lines Around What's Happening And Is So Made
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October 13th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.839081
self Trying To Getting Out Of self Is Its Root Programming
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October 14th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.837074
"What's Scared Isn't You" but selfing IS That Backwards
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October 15th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.779501
Sharing The Forrest View And A Single Tree Inventory
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October 17th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.770479
That Which doesn't come and go - Is What Is powerful
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October 20th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.762423
Recovery Is From Time Not The Stories of Bondage It Breeds
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October 22nd 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.759944
Steps 6/7, Reconfiguring Of Energies, Not Removal of self-defined Defects
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October 27th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.757099
Deciding What Was Based On self
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October 28th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.754440
Recognizing Karma, Amends, Purpose as Good in the Action Figure Realm
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October 29th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.695076
"We were grateful that Reason had brought us [only] so far"
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October 31st 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.693937
We blow life into our blow-up doll costumes, but they're never Us
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Nov 3rd 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.692727
"I'm a higher-power-ic"; I stopped being scared of F.EA.R.
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Nov 4th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.691540
The Success of Failing is the View When Admitting What We're Not
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Nov 5th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.690115
Not Necessarily a Spiritual Awakening or Experience But a New Basis/View
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Nov 7th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.688877
The me Is Irrelevant, Becaue it's An Afterthought
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Nov 10th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.687785
NOT Taking The Steps With what Is Playing God
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Nov 12th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.685098
There Is No (Separate) self, Just one Imagined Now
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Nov 17th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.671
What-We-Are IS (God) Having Conscious Contact Now/Here
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Nov 18th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.669756
Simplicity of the Message Now, Not Expectations of It
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Nov 19th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.668543
While God is Made "Not You", "Identity" Is Trumping That God
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Nov 21st 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.666974
The Escher-like Two Views of "Beyond Hope" of/from "me"
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Nov 25th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.665862
Traveling Lighter is a Not-time-tense (Present Open) Condition
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Nov 26th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.664718
Not "Fighting Anyone or Anything" Is An Effect, Not A Commandment
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Nov 28th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.662871
the role of the Axis/Center in the see-saw of life
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Dec 1st 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.658007
Availability Is Quality Prevailing to Circumstances/Feeling
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Dec 3rd 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.655768
God AS Fellowship (Present Connecting, not problem worship)
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Dec 5th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.654352
Singled Out (past) Happenings Conjure The Special Doer
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Dec 8th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.653093
Tools Are Great, Including Knowing When They Aren't Needed
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Dec 9th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.651857
The False Premise of self is What Projects As F.E.A.R. (false evidence appearing real)
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Dec 10th 2020 - 12 Steps from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.650353
Being Open IS Allowing What Is Meant For/through You, Not "Them" - Including The me
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Dec 12th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.649267
There's Only What's So, and one narrative Replacing It, Even Though The Narrative Flip Flops
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Dec 15th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.648227
When Seeking Has Become A Way of Not Accepting What Is
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Dec 17th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.645150
Active Addiction Replaced A While by Addiction To Recovery
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Dec 19th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.601466
The me Is A Projection of Duality; There Is No Person Understanding Duality
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Dec 22nd 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.600322
The Aha of Not Differences Experienced (Contrasted with the Trying to Find Similarities)
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Dec 23rd 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.598925
ACIM's "The Brain Interprets to the Body" Feedback Loop
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Dec 24th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.597638
Action/Service Flows, Just As Prayer/Meditation Do
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Dec 29th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.595506
Fk*its, Trust Development, Body Pain, All Same Claim
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Dec 29th 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.588407
Questioning Causation When "Effects" Described
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Dec 30th 2020 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.586817
Nothing New AND Nothing Old Either, Happ(y)ening Now!
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Dec 31st 2020 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.585422
Habits Are Action Without (Further Time In Divided) Thought
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Jan 2nd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.582907
What is Appearing as 2(+) Is Just Appearing, But Not "True"
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Jan 5th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.581383
Availability Both Allows Feelings And Sees Skillful Means
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Jan 6th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.579193
No ego Or separate self, Only Seeing-As or looking from
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Jan 7th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.577635
Honoring Prayer As Instant Gift Instead Of Petition Of A self-defined Condition
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Jan 9th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.576473
Facing Emotions And Dilemmas, And Selfing Commentary Over Its Adequacy
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Jan 12th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.574854
A Flood of Compassion on Seeing the Exact Nature of the Wrong
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Jan 13th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.573744
Brahmi Bathes in the Ganges at Kumbh Mela AS All of Us
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Jan 14th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.571572
Masquerade of "Good" Or "Bad", But self-reliance Can Be Driving Each
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Jan 19th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.564968
Abandoning Reason Assumed Makes Sense Can Be Of The Past, Like Sacrifice Premise
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Jan 20th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.555865
The self-system Needs to Be Disturbed, But Doesn't Like To Get Disturbed
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Jan 21st 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.554288
The Hole in the Doughnut That Thinking Can Protest
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Jan 23rd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.553114
Not Partaking of the Premise That (Noticing Your) Suffering Is Required
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Jan 26th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.551924
Surrendered Is The Best Position An Action Figure Can Take
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Jan 28th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.549320
Recovery Is The De-emphasizing Of Addiction's Special Forms
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Jan 30th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.548199
Difference(s), Space/time, Identification - Oh "my"!
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Feb 2nd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.546520
separate-self Is A Split Mind Activity
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Feb 3rd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.542865
"Forgiving" self Couldn't Stay Forgived Nor Take Itself Not Seriously
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Feb 4th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.541210
"(separate) self can't get out of self" But That IS The Perpetual Engine Of selfing
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Feb 6th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.539737
Recording Of Life Can Be Because The character Is Already A Recording
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Feb 9th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.538051
Not Using Other As Selfing Projection, Two As Part of TriUnity
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Feb 10th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.535057
Giving Presence Instead of Concern for What We're Not - Purely (as "dogshit" Awareness)
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Feb 11th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.498599
The Leap of Faith was/will-be in the separate self, Which Needs Maintaining
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Feb 13th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.497094
"We Are the dreamING" is meaningless within body identity
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Feb 16th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.495214
Step 4 Aids Maturity in Awareness, Step 6 is That Evolved to Prompt Recycling w/o Consequences Stage
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Feb 17th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.493375
A AHuang Po Reading, Edited With "Not You and Not Yours" (2nd "Commandment", Don't Take You In Vain)
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Feb 18th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.491192
Sincerity Can Flow Into An EstablishING Way Of Life
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Feb 23rd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.485913
Growing Through Higher Power To It Being You Instead Of self
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Feb 24th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.484048
What We Look At Changes As Where/How We Look From Changes
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Feb 25th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.482093
PowerlessNESS Is About Not Needing It In Life At All (Love)
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Feb 27th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.480438
You aren't ever out of the moment, You are never in self
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Mar 2nd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.478475
The Message Is Always The Same Because You're Not The Inconsistent "me"
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Mar 3rd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.476572
"Don't Know Mind" Regarding Past/Future Imaginations IS Present Creativity
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Mar 4th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.473719
What Are The "human" And "power" In "No human power could .."?
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Mar 6th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.470802
From The Fact Of (at least) OKness We See And Act In Kind(ness) And Are in Acceptance (Of That Evidence)
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Mar 9th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.467673
A Re View of the Steps, from a "Keep Coming Back" to the Exact Nature of the Wrong
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Mar 10th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.458499
Denying (Identity As) Presence IS by Attending Characterhood
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Mar 11th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.456727
Details Download into Parent Patterns, to Distract from the Impersonal Basis
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Mar 13th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.454450
Sharing the Safety (Peace) IS the Valuing of It, and "Keeping" It - In Attention
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Mar 16th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.452595
Had Come To Believe In A Lower Power, Admission Is A Step Up
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Mar 17th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.450039
Faith in Being Some"thing" in Time, Is Denial of Being Only Pre-sense Now
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Mar 18th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.447454
AA's "Knowing Only a Little" Means Being Open to Other Views
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Mar 20th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.445179
OmniPresence IS, Prior, and Precludes "Need" for Power
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Mar 23rd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.435251
Conviviality versus Connection
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Mar 24th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.398588
Apocalyptic Predictions Come From And Are About the selfing
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Mar 25th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.396769
Praying "for" Others, Then AS "Them", Then Maybe Not At All NOW Not-Two
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Mar 27th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.395567
Light Looses Interest In The Shadow That Object-identification Casts As The Dreamt
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Mar 30th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.394170
Before The Steps, "We Had To Quit Playing God", By Seeing What Does - Is Not Us
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Apr 1st 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.391940
Only The View Was Wrong And What Came Of It Is (Ab)solved When Dispelled
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Apr 3rd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.390599
No Teacher, Just "Right" To Availability's Accessible-ness
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Apr 6th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.389401
Solution Is Simple; the problem Is Complicated - While Unseen
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Apr 7th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.388111
This One Got Missed Until Now, So No Title!
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Apr 8th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.386422
The Dis-Ease Can Not Manage The Disease(s) Proliferated Of It
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Apr 13th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.376187
There's Only A Now/Here Experience. There May Be Forgetting That, By Making A What's-Not-Happening - A There/Then
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Apr 14th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.374564
In/Out-of/With/For Presence IS The Message, And Any Creativity
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Apr 15th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.373267
Freedom Is From The Noose Of Identification-as (Ownership)
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Apr 17th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.372014
The Miracle of Perspective Shift, Shared As Miracles of Its Testifying Perceptions
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Apr 20th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.370543
What Accrues to Make a "You" Story, Only Not-Me Can Own (Not Stay Victim Of) And SO Give Away
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Apr 21st 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.369302
Energy Defined (Limited) By "my" Is Freed (Repurposed) Along With I From "me"
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Apr 22nd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.368038
"my" Is The Bonding Agent - Not Its Fears, Resentments, or Any Other Fuel That's Just Smoke(and Mirror)
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Apr 24th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.366367
Being- Relieved Of me, May Mirror As me Relieved Of Its Baggage
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Apr 27th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.364845
The Solution "Disappears" Because It Becomes The New Normal
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Apr 28th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.362177
What Comes "Before" Gives Meaning, There's No Fixed Answer or Truth
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Apr 29th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.354709
Life Continually Brings More Of What I'm not To Me (brought to Steps 6/7)
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May 4th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.352356
"Give freely of what you find" Is Of Essence-tial Creativity In Recovery (The Way Any Value Is "Kept" In Attention: Giving)
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May 5th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.351027
Traveling Lightly Isn't "for" me, Which Allows For All (Consciousness' Experience Of) Me(s) To Travel Lightly!
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May 6th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.349874
Patterns (Principles) ARE Encompassing Of (Before) Particulars (Person's stories)
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May 8th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.348596
Without The Emphasis/Direction "First" All Understandings/Spiritualities/Descriptions Are Inverted Of Their Meaning
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May 11th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.347102
Expressing Of "Miraculous" Demonstrations, IS "Keeping" Their Source Flowing AS You
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May 12th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.345807
Within Basic Dreaming, One Stream In It Is In A time Eddy Called selfing
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May 13th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.344236
"Spiritual" As Referring To Not-Mental, Like God Not-Finite; Instead of "Noun" Terms
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May 15th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.340752
What Comes BE-fore, Feeds What The "Good" And The "Bad" Wolf Means
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May 18th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.339689
Reading: The Doctor's Opinion
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May 19th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.338538
I Am My Own Surprise (If Not Lost In "self" Involvement)
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May 20th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.336858
When "my" Gets Smaller, Life Gets Larger (Freed Of Control)
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May 22nd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.297809
Dreaming Dreams (Many "Other") People Not Interested In This Simple Message
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May 25th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.293767
Identification IS The Hook For Guilt
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May 26th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.292394
Seeing me/mine/myself MEchanism, Instead of Giving Up "its" Possesions and Ideas
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May 27th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.291095
Powerlessness As Admit-able Window Toward Presence Unmanaged (Not Needed To Be)
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May 29th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.289982
What Can Be Perceived Can't Perceive, And There's No Noun Perceiver Ultimately Behind
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June 1st 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.288887
Enough and Okay and Availability Now, "Better" Turned Over
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June 2nd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.287706
Story (of Past/Future) Is Built On Foundation Of Attitude To Now/Reality
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June 3rd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.286431
Knowing When (That) Tools Aren't Needed, Is Premise To The Nature Of The Tools
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June 5th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.285334
A Story Of Unwarranted Pain Might Tempt But It's Just Less Denial Covering It
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June 9th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.284220
Resistance Is Futille ... Compliance Unnecessary (Thats Surrendered!)
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June 10th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.282579
6/7 Stepping IS The Readiness/Attitude That Follows Conviction Of Steps 1/2/3
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June 15th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.281449
All Things (including "Stor/y/ed" Trauma Energy) Can Be Repurposed
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June 16th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.280359
"My" Life Is Packaged Downloads That Fill In (no)self Story At Single Decision Points
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June 17th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.278376
A FearLESS Inventory Can Only Be Of What-You're-Not, PAST Misidentifying NOT Owned Anymore
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June 19th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.269277
Appearing Isn't To self (Or Any Noun), Noun-NESS IS Appearing (Within, Not To, Broader Arising)
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June 22nd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.268256
The Funda*mental* Idea Is "Original" self; The Dilema Is It Apprehends "God" From/For itself
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June 23rd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.266991
Imagery Of Looking Out And Curled Up, Two Body Depictions Of Where Faith Can Go
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June 24th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.265850
Achilles Heel Of A Program Is It Can't Replace The "Mystery" (Creativity, That Even Inspired It)
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June 26th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.264690
Questioning "Pre"mise Of "my" Equals Alleviation Of Suffering Possibilities, Like Empathy
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June 29th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.263583
the Progression of Recovery... Enjoy the Landscape
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July 1st 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.262160
Being under the Influence of a Higher Power... a new basis of Living
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July 6th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.261083
Where do "you" stop... and Higher Power start?
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July 8th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.259973
it's hard to be freed to be of use when being used
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July 13th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.258099
What we can't do, something else can... awaken to That
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July 15th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.248885
it's always available, at all times, right where we are, no requirements necessary
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July 20th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.247141
HOSE, Hope- Opinion - Strength- Experience, all useable in/for relating
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July 21st 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.244771
It is Such a Game Changer, It's Not About Winning/Losing
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July 22nd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.240420
HoldING Space is what "right-sized" IS (or pointing to ...)
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July 27th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.239271
Short, but Then It Is Simple!
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July 28th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.237906
Seat Assignment IS Filled, but Admitting It Changes Its Feel
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July 29th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.235087
(Un)Managing(ability) IS (and Evidence of) Failedness of DOing "better"
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July 31st 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.198535
Recovery Analogs to Non Duality Paul Loves to Share with Recovery Community
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August 4th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.197201
How Many Ways Can Not-two Be Said? (Not "One"!)
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Aug 5th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.196074
Different Steps Can Be Emphasized at Different Times
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Aug 7th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.194627
power (less ness), the Real Epic doesn't have, or need, it
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Aug 10th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.191454
Brought to a Disposition of SWAG(ger), Surrender Wonder Awe Gratitude
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Aug 11th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.190060
Life, not the me, Making Life "Better" - Now
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Aug 12th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.188892
"In-to-me-see" is Rejecting Others' God, Allowing For It's Understanding In "me", Then Intimacy with/as It
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Aug 14th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.187469
LivING Gospel - NOWing (who/what Gives Meaning to the Write/Read/Hear-ing of Anything, Like "Scripture")
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Aug 17th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.186061
Big Book Reading: If Mere Code of Morals (or ...) Were Sufficient
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Sep 18th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.184990
Meaning Is Given Before Everything, Including Principles
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Sep 21st 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.183954
Bring Thief AND Policeman, WHOLE Pattern(s), to Steps 6/7
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Sep 22nd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.182534
Ramana Says, Investigate Source of Misery, Or Surrender
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Sep 23rd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.181223
Insuring Honest Inventory. It Can Start With "Is I a self?"
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Sep 25th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.178459
Tribute(ries) of Selfing, Looping, From Claiming to Pride
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Sep 29th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.170901
Message weans "getting" hopes, maybe by how much time heard
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Sep 30th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.169790
Big Book reading, "There Is A Solution"
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Oct 2nd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.168730
Letting Go of Desire for Fullfillment, It Can Show Itself
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Oct 5th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.167395
Big Book reading, "we ceased fighting anyone or anything"(neutrality)
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Oct 6th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.165968
bad news good news you're never gonna get it... you ARE it!
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Oct 7th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.164649
Being Convinced - stay with it and see what happens (Living)
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Oct 9th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.162828
Glitch may reveal failed system Great lesson in Acceptance
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Oct 12th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.161471
I AM already inherently OK before bondage to self
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Oct 13th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.160323
Hedderman's Glove: it can't get off itself when on a hand
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Oct 14th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.158388
Grace is freely given... so why not receive it?
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Oct 16th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.148313
Negation is seeing from Truth, denial is seeing from the problem
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Oct 23rd 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.146918
Spirit Flies/Skips!, Doesn't Walk a Path or Follow a Way lol
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Oct 27th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.145470
Traveling Lighter Is Not Wanting "More" ("What More Do You Want", lol)
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Oct 28th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.144313
selfing's Part Is Even Before Its Evident-ence In The Resentment
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Oct 30th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.142883
Loosing Interest Is Of Light; Looking Is Magnifying "Dark"
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Nov 6th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.141581
When Audience Identifies In the Story, the Story Becomes About Trying to Find the Audience
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Nov 9th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.140442
Big Book Reading, Step 3's Will/Life/Care/God, and Why Taken
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Nov 13th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.137641
Twoness Dubbed a Unitary me, Is Addicted to Subject/Object Narrative - Then Suffering
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Nov 16th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.135047
Big Book Reading from the Doctor's Opinion
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Nov 17th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.101688
Enlightenment Means Never Having to Say Things Need be Fixed
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Nov 18th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.100563
Reading from Dr. Bob's Nightmare -plus Fractalic Steps clip
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Nov 20th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.099514
When Energy Dances onto Stage, Pushing It Doesn't Let It Exit
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Nov 23rd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.098174
Reading is from Step 4, The Moral Inventory
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Nov 24th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.097101
An ACIM Reading, CH18:VII - "I Need Do Nothing"
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Nov 27th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.094484
Nothing is to or through Mind; Arisings Within Mind are "Un"dreamed
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Dec 1st 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.093320
Accepting Action Figure is Precursor to Any Fringe Benefits
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Dec 2nd 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.092257
Reading: The How/Why, 1st Stop Playing God, but Since "me" Can't ...
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Dec 4th 2021 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.090872
Once There's a Being It - AS It - Driven'ness Drops (0:55)
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Dec 14th 2021 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.079791
Dancing with an Invisible Gorilla, or Admitting its Nonexistence
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Jan 1st 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.078353
Seeing It, That You Are Not That Which Believes It Has Left
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Jan 4th 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.075752
Faith, in self or something greater?
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Jan 25th 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.074426
Big Book Reading from A Vision for You - 25jan2022
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Jan 26th 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.073343
Seeing the mental activity instead from the Non-mental
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Jan 27th 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.072295
To keep calling what-we're not what We Are becomes addictive - 27jan2022
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Jan 29th 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.071011
The Dream Doesn't Change: Re-acting to It Does
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Feb 1st 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.069852
The Shell of Uniqueness is Part of the Disease
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Feb 2nd 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.068781
The Selfing is Mechanical; There's No One Doing It
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Feb 3rd 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.067709
self-ness issues (-ish, centered, et al) are NOT Yours/Mine
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Feb 5th 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.066363
Seeking Relief as self Takes Form of Addictions (self is)
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Feb 8th 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.065215
Seeing self As Other Gets Us Off Our Own Hook
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Feb 9th 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.063979
No Idea/Concept Suffices, no "-ism"; It IS (without "m"!)
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Feb 10th 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.054404
Surrender: a Spiritual Defense Against a Mental Problem
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Feb 12th 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.053254
Freedom is Where You Stand ("at hand"!)
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Feb 15th 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.051819
The Problem Resides in the Mind ('s Mental Image)
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Feb 16th 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.049274
Assurance, It's Rooted in What's So
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Feb 17th 2022 - 12 Steps Reflections from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.048069
Letting The Program Redirect Our Faith
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Feb 19th 2022 - Non Duality from 2022-02-22T07:36:32.045907
Relief from WHOLE Enchilada - Less Would Be for/as self
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June 29th 2021 - Non Duality from 2021-07-03T07:44:50.479421
the Progression of Recovery... Enjoy the Landscape
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July 1st 2021 - Non Duality from 2021-07-03T07:44:50.471616
Being under the Influence of a Higher Power... a new basis of Living
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